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i laugh too loud. i sing all the time. i cry easily. i've been told i have the oddest sense of humor. ever. yes, i'm the one in the movies laughing when no one else gets it. the only time i dance is for my kids. they love my "rubber dance!" remember in school when you use to shake your pencils til they looked all bendy and rubbery? yeah, it's like that! ha! i stay up late and wake up early. i see a therapist who helps keep me straight and making good decisions. i do not speak to my mother and think this is great! I am moody, opinionated, emotional, intelligent, and empathetic. i love all things girly but mostly shoes, and have a bizarre infatuation with the following: lady gaga, celine dion, stacy london, britney spears. (how the heck does that even make sense?!) oh yeah and i am addicted to my iPhone.


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Tuesday, August 18, 2009


so i broke down in my therapist's office tonight. some massive things happened over the weekend. with the drama from my mother and brother (still not ready to go into details on that...yet.) and the drama with garland, i just broke down and totally completely let loose.

my diagnosis:

  • extreme anxiety.
  • post traumatic stress disorder.
i will elaborate on those in a later post. however, my therapist is prescribing me a new medication called pristic. yes, it is an anti-depressant but has actually gotten rave reviews and great feedback to combat both of the above diagnosis. i will let you know how it goes. i'm supposed to see a brightening of spirit within 5-7 days and have been told that i will not notice any significant changes, but that sir g will definitely notice.

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